So my whole life is me walking through the crowd. I try to not stand out but sometimes I can’t help it. I go through my life just walking along in the crowd,listening to my iPod,unaware of anything. I dream and hope of good things for me like respect,love,and possibly wealth/succes. But every now and then there’s this thing,this annoying thing that always seems to catch up with me. It’s called reality,and it decks me in the fucking face. So I fall,nobody lends a hand,they all have their own life’s to worry about. That being,I get up and dust myself off,cause that’s what I do. I’m strong and I get pushed around alot so I know how it feels. After awhile though,something interesting happens. The last time I got punched by reality,this girl appears. She’s like nothing I’ve ever seen before,she looks amazing. She comes by where I’m at and extends her hand,”Need some help,stupid? Lol” She says,in the cutest voice ever. So I take her hand and she helps me up,so far that’s the only help I’ve ever been offered. I’m immediatly in awe. She starts to tease me with her beauty and her personality,and I’m hooked. I get to know her by walking with her through this crowd and I start to develop feelings,feelings I’ve never felt before. Other girls have walked with me before,but they never last to long though. They always end up leaving to go with some other guy. So me and her have long walk,it’s awkward but it feels right at the same time. She tells me all about her self and her life walking through the crowd and I tell her mine. We connect on a level I never knew existed. She says she has a boyfriend and he’s been walking with her for 4 years now,I just met her. I feel like I shouldn’t tell her about these secret feelings I have for her,but I refuse to hide what I feel,so I tell her. She doesn’t exactly reject me,and I didn’t tell her she should leave her boyfriend,I just wanted to let her know. She says friends is all were gonna be,but stupid me,I begged to differ. Now I’m in a situation where love,becomes a problem. I buy her a gift for Christmas,I give it too her and who do I hear coming? Oh reality,what a dick. So I’m on the floor again,thinkin that ima be walkin alone once again,but to my surprise. She didn’t leave,instead,she stayed and helped me up again……..so,we walk together once again. I’m happy. But then,she tells me that she has to go,to go see her boyfriend. She leaves and I’m alone….BOOOM. On the floor again. I get up,and she’s not there to help me up. Now I’m sad,heartbroken on the floor and it’s impossible to pick up the peices by myself. Now who do I see coming this time? She comes again,she helps me pick up the peices and now were walking together,AGAIN. So now this is the present where Reality comes every once in a awhile to remind me of how pathetic I am. And only sometimes does this girl come and help me up.